Real Life

(True!) erotic short stories and reflections from my dive into BDSM.

Vicious

“I have no intention of being anything other than vicious.  Do you understand?” “Finally. Yes Sir.” His fingers were on my clit before my clothes were fully off.  To my surprise, he let me cum on my first request, pinning me against the wall as my legs threatened to give out.  He brought me back…

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Cold (Warm?) Open

“In the shower, now,” he said when he came in the door.  The edge in his voice was sharper than usual.  I made my way to the washroom, pulling my shirt over my head. “Faster,” he ordered. “Someone’s in a mood,” I joked at his abruptness.  He didn’t laugh. He was pissing on me before…

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Overdue

Before It has been more than a minute since I have submitted, and it shows.   I have been doing some work on myself for the past few months, reflecting and learning and perhaps even growing a little.  I’ve been sitting with discomfort, mining its origins, and reconciling it with my sense of self and future. …

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Imagine

There is another piece of why that I have been trying to grasp.   My very limited experience with past relationships has been fraught with exhausting calculation.  I was constantly trying to mold myself into what my partners needed, but was never sure what exactly that would be- all I could do was minimize myself, and…

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Starting with Why

I often say that my ultimate goal in submission is to please my partner- to hear that affirming, exhilarating “good girl”.  I have very few bratty tendencies as a sub; I don’t want to be punished, I want to be praised- I want to excel, which is my general goal in all things.  Love has…

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