Real Life – Down the Rabbit Hole

Imagine

There is another piece of why that I have been trying to grasp. My very limited experience with past relationships has been fraught with exhausting calculation. I was constantly trying to mold myself into what my partners needed, but was never sure what exactly that would be- all I could do was minimize myself, andContinue reading “Imagine”

Starting with Why

I often say that my ultimate goal in submission is to please my partner- to hear that affirming, exhilarating “good girl”. I have very few bratty tendencies as a sub; I don’t want to be punished, I want to be praised- I want to excel, which is my general goal in all things. Love hasContinue reading “Starting with Why”

Roots

I started writing to process my early experiences in BDSM. During a debrief one night after a session, Mr. Grey (my first Dominant partner) instructed me to write the scene from my perspective. I hadn’t written anything non-academic since my teenaged melodramatic journaling, but I agreed to give it a try. He specifically said thatContinue reading “Roots”

Soaked

“I want my cock sucked in the rain. I’ll be there in ten minutes.” Not that I was busy in the kitchen prepping food for the weekend, or anything. I’m not one to say no to Mr. Intensity, so like a good girl my reply was a simple “yes Sir.” He came into the house,Continue reading “Soaked”

Submissive Writing Assignment

Tomorrow I want you to think about how best to worship the throbbing problem you’re causing me. What words to use. What makeup to wear. You said you like your lipstick. What’s your best cock slurping lipstick or gloss? I need to know how you’d try to impress me before I can see how muchContinue reading “Submissive Writing Assignment”

Distracted Driving

He tucked himself in behind me as I revved the ATV and put it into gear. I could feel it rumble between my legs as he adjusted my sundress to flow around me (and, as it turns out, to give him easy access). He put his arms around my waist as we started down theContinue reading “Distracted Driving”

NATO

As his nickname may suggest, NATO is active military; a cerebral, composed, respectful, and quietly powerful man who I started playing with a number of years ago when he was posted nearby. We have remained in touch through his travels (both through conversation and a generous amount of spicy photos/videos), and he always makes timeContinue reading “NATO”

Play

Read Part 1 and Part 2 here. To your credit, you tried to say please- but your request was muffled as I sat on your face. The vibration of your growl on my most sensitive place was exquisite, though. You adapted quickly, licking my wetness like a man starved for moisture. I held back slightly, moreContinue reading “Play”

Edge

Read part 1 here. I stop licking you. I remove my hands from your body completely. Your eyes are closed, but you can feel mine on you- burning every inch of your skin. You look up at me, seeing me bite my lip and smirk as I stare at your gorgeous cock. You know that smirk well- I’m justContinue reading “Edge”

Tease

I tie you to the bed, strip naked in front of you, straddle your hips- but don’t let you touch. Kissing every single inch of you, except where you want it most. Sides of your mouth, but never directly on it. Down your neck, running teeth over your hips, circling down to bite the inside of yourContinue reading “Tease”