24/7 – Down the Rabbit Hole

Imagine

There is another piece of why that I have been trying to grasp. My very limited experience with past relationships has been fraught with exhausting calculation. I was constantly trying to mold myself into what my partners needed, but was never sure what exactly that would be- all I could do was minimize myself, andContinue reading “Imagine”

Starting with Why

I often say that my ultimate goal in submission is to please my partner- to hear that affirming, exhilarating “good girl”. I have very few bratty tendencies as a sub; I don’t want to be punished, I want to be praised- I want to excel, which is my general goal in all things. Love hasContinue reading “Starting with Why”

Roots

I started writing to process my early experiences in BDSM. During a debrief one night after a session, Mr. Grey (my first Dominant partner) instructed me to write the scene from my perspective. I hadn’t written anything non-academic since my teenaged melodramatic journaling, but I agreed to give it a try. He specifically said thatContinue reading “Roots”