Psychological – Down the Rabbit Hole

Becoming His Object

Remind me not to earn another punishment from Mr. Envelope. I knew it would be bad- the man gets under my skin like no other before or since him. The mental gymnastics that he puts me through surpass the physical; when I play with him, I know that I am going to be challenged andContinue reading “Becoming His Object”

Tormentor and Protector

One of the things that I appreciate most about Mr. Envelope is the level of care that he puts into hurting me. As he wrapped lengths of rope around my legs, binding me to a spreader bar to keep them open, his touch was sensual, deliberate. I lay on the bed with wrists cuffed toContinue reading “Tormentor and Protector”

Mr. Envelope

Introducing Mr. Envelope: intelligent, deliberate, self-aware, unassuming. My height, slim build, strong hands. He likes to play with rope, take photos, and explore boundaries when it comes to pain. He does with a great deal of care and, ironically, gentleness. I would describe his style as two parts sadism, one part sensual, and eight partsContinue reading “Mr. Envelope”